All About Shelby

So, I know I haven't written in forever. My apologies... I guess I have been busy. So last Thursday I drove out to my hometown because my family had a psychic/medium coming out. I believe in them and all but I wasn't really expecting TOO much. There were people there who needed so much more out of it then I did but I was still so excited to talk to her and see what she had to say. I had work and school and all day I was so anxious to get home. Finally at 5:15 my co worker basically said just get out of here. So I drove the hour and a half home and my nerves were getting the best of me. I got there just before 7, I walked in to one of the other girls who had just finished. The look on her face said it all, this women was for real. She told "Jill" things that nobody would know, special things between her and the loved one she was trying to contact. After listening to what "Jill" had to say, I was really excited for my turn. So we went downstairs and all she as...

So, the question I hate being asked is "What do you do for fun??" Honestly, I despise it. I am not gonna sit here and tell you I regularly like to sky dive and go to Italy for gelato. My life is boring but I don't wanna let you know that right off the bat. So I make up a somewhat believable story that could in fact be true. About how I love going camping and on road trips with my friends. Now that is all true, but I wouldn't say it is a regular occurrence for me. Its not something I do very often for fun, after they get to know me they would really know that what I do for fun is lame. That when I have free time I actually play Sims and become so addicted to TV shows it is crippling. Yup. That's me, my real friends know that but when I meet someone new I don't want them to know about my Gossip Girl addiction, or about my desire to name my first child after a fictional character from Sons of Anarchy, my obession with Lucas being with Peyton not Brooke,and espe...

So! I like I have said before I am probably the most indecisive person I have ever met. I get excited for things and weeks later could I care less. Its terrible honestly, I am indecisive, spontaneous and not sure that I really ever think things through fully. I think my friends would say that I live with my head floating in the clouds. But then a split second later I am realistic and bitter, pessimistic. Who knows maybe that's just being a girl ;) but honestly if you have ever met me and you have thought what the hell? She is a little erratic, going back and forth... Trust me you aren't alone, I don't even understand myself so honestly I sure don't expect anyone to understand me either. So, a couple weeks ago I was talking about school and stuff with my friend and I knew that I really had to focus and think about school, I had gone twice before and it just didn't do it for me, honestly, I just didn't care. I finished both years and got my diploma and what not b...

SO! I was thinking, it is always funny to explain to people where and how I grew up. I don't mean I was a Mennonite or adopted or anything lol. But I grew up on a farm in a town of like 200 people. People are shocked when I tell them I went to school and grew up in a town with 3 streets and 3 avenues. Sometimes people will say, "oh my god, you missed out on really living." Well I beg to differ, I wouldn't change anything about where I came from.  I am the person I am today not only because of my family but because of the community I grew up in. I was born in Drumheller, Alberta and lived in a tiny town not to far from there, as you already know I have 2 siblings, a brother and a sister, they are also a heck of a lot older then me, so, I almost grew up as an only child. I lived on an acreage with my mama because my dad worked in the city, so he lived there during the week. It was just the two of us, I think that's why we have such a great relationship. I went t...

Well I havent written in here for awhile! So now that I have some free time I figured why not now! Well, recently I just graduated from school, last Thursday actually!!! I am so happy to be done for the summer but I am going back in September, I feel like people think I am gonna be in school forever! Who knows maybe I will ;) But I told my Dad seeing as how my brother and my sister never went then its only fair I get to go 3 times instead of only one. I really wanted to go away for school... Specifically to Newfoundland to spend the year there for school and with one of my best friends Becca. It made me really sad that I couldn't go... But they told me that the Education Degree wouldn't transfer back to Alberta. Which really sucked! Another one of my best friends is moving away too... It's really tough. I am happy that she is getting away but honestly I am so jealous... I wish I could just get away for awhile.  If I had the money there is no doubt in my mind I would go with...

So, I was having a tough time coming up with ideas for my blog and my sister sent me a few ideas that I could use and one of them was phobias, so that made me think about everything and it made me realize that I have a few fears in my life that really really scare me. Also, I am gonna try and get pictures for this blog as well.... but it will freak me out so I hope you realize what I am going through lol.  I will start with the least and end with the biggest fear! Here we go! =) 3. Clowns. OMG. Please do not laugh because I am not kidding. I am petrified of clowns. I have no idea why but they scare the shit of out me. I have this fear that I am going to be locked in a carnival or something and the only things around are clowns. I remember one year we went to Screamfest and there was a clown walking around and I looked at it and thought to myself... he is gonna come up to me I know it. Well what do you know, as we are waiting in line he comes up behind me and whispers in my ear...

So, in these last few weeks, or month I suppose, I have decided I wanted to add some things to my body hahah. That sounded silly. I meant, tattoos or piercings. SO. I decided to show them to everyone!!! First off, I got my tragus pierced. I have always thought it looks cool but I thought it would hurt SO badly. I finally built up the courage to go and do it! It didn't hurt as bad as I thought it would which is nice but it definitely wasn't pleasant. It isn't healed yet, and it does take awhile to heal but hopefully it will be soon. It doesn't hurt anymore which is nice! ;) The next thing I decided to get was my tattoo!! Now I took the time and looked at alot of different quotes and images that I wanted. I knew I wanted it on my right forearm for personal reasons but I just needed to decide what exactly I wanted to get done. I found this quote:  I loved it right from the start but I wasn't sure how exactly I would get it done. I chose this quote bec...