Well I havent written in here for awhile! So now that I have some free time I figured why not now! Well, recently I just graduated from school, last Thursday actually!!! I am so happy to be done for the summer but I am going back in September, I feel like people think I am gonna be in school forever! Who knows maybe I will ;) But I told my Dad seeing as how my brother and my sister never went then its only fair I get to go 3 times instead of only one. I really wanted to go away for school... Specifically to Newfoundland to spend the year there for school and with one of my best friends Becca. It made me really sad that I couldn't go... But they told me that the Education Degree wouldn't transfer back to Alberta. Which really sucked! Another one of my best friends is moving away too... It's really tough. I am happy that she is getting away but honestly I am so jealous... I wish I could just get away for awhile. If I had the money there is no doubt in my mind I would go with her. But maybe I can visit at least. That would be really nice... I wish her the best of luck, I will miss her more than she knows but I will always love and support her in her decisions. I just hope she comes back!!
Nothing else is really new with me, just a confused, lost 21 year old. Nope nothing new. I think that's what I miss most about being a kid... Not having to worry about anything, thinking that no matter what, everything will be okay. But I am just kind of taking everything as it comes, and seeing what happens... I am starting to think that, I just want to live my life and the people who support me will be there and the ones who wont, don't have to do a thing but walk away. I have spent WAY to much of my life doing things and not doing things because of other people and I am soo tired of trying to please everyone. So...So tired... But! Such is life I suppose right? Meh! Everyone wants to get away sometimes, but most people don't have that option. Maybe when I am done all this upgrading I will go stay with my friend for awhile... That would be pretty awesome I think.
Do you ever have you cell phone beside you and it just keep beeping or blinking and you just want throw it out the window? Or tell everyone you lost it so they wont text you anymore? There are people I really love talking too... But there are some I really don't and they just don't seem to get the hint of me never responding. Silly humans.
I went for a job interview on Tuesday that I am really hoping I get!!! So if you read this, please cross your fingers for me!!!! I have also gone through this phase where I go to sleep at like 9 but then I wake up at midnight completely awake! So, that is really annoying and I am very thankful that I don't have school....
Also! I wanted to share my favourite song lately, I listen to it on repeat honestly. I am sure everyone has heard it but it is the best. I do wish it was my life.
Nothing else is really new with me, just a confused, lost 21 year old. Nope nothing new. I think that's what I miss most about being a kid... Not having to worry about anything, thinking that no matter what, everything will be okay. But I am just kind of taking everything as it comes, and seeing what happens... I am starting to think that, I just want to live my life and the people who support me will be there and the ones who wont, don't have to do a thing but walk away. I have spent WAY to much of my life doing things and not doing things because of other people and I am soo tired of trying to please everyone. So...So tired... But! Such is life I suppose right? Meh! Everyone wants to get away sometimes, but most people don't have that option. Maybe when I am done all this upgrading I will go stay with my friend for awhile... That would be pretty awesome I think.
Do you ever have you cell phone beside you and it just keep beeping or blinking and you just want throw it out the window? Or tell everyone you lost it so they wont text you anymore? There are people I really love talking too... But there are some I really don't and they just don't seem to get the hint of me never responding. Silly humans.
I went for a job interview on Tuesday that I am really hoping I get!!! So if you read this, please cross your fingers for me!!!! I have also gone through this phase where I go to sleep at like 9 but then I wake up at midnight completely awake! So, that is really annoying and I am very thankful that I don't have school....
Also! I wanted to share my favourite song lately, I listen to it on repeat honestly. I am sure everyone has heard it but it is the best. I do wish it was my life.
Thats all for now guys... Thanks for reading <3
xoxo -Shelb
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