All About Shelby

I don't even know how to talk about this last year. I can't believe how fast it flew by. The beginning of 2013 was so far, the toughest and most difficult point in my life. I ended things with my ex and honestly I had never felt more alone. Even though I was surrounded by people who cared about me and were standing behind me no matter what decision I made I was walking away from the one person that had been there for me for the past 3 years and that was something that couldn't be replaced. I suppose I never really talked about it much on here but it definitely put me in a rough spot in my life. Just because you are the one doing the breaking up doesn't mean that it is any easier. I was literally walking away from someone I knew loved me more than anything in the world, that had my back and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. Everything that I had been planning and was certain about in my life was no longer there to catch me and for the first time in 3 years I ...

So! I like I have said before I am probably the most indecisive person I have ever met. I get excited for things and weeks later could I care less. Its terrible honestly, I am indecisive, spontaneous and not sure that I really ever think things through fully. I think my friends would say that I live with my head floating in the clouds. But then a split second later I am realistic and bitter, pessimistic. Who knows maybe that's just being a girl ;) but honestly if you have ever met me and you have thought what the hell? She is a little erratic, going back and forth... Trust me you aren't alone, I don't even understand myself so honestly I sure don't expect anyone to understand me either. So, a couple weeks ago I was talking about school and stuff with my friend and I knew that I really had to focus and think about school, I had gone twice before and it just didn't do it for me, honestly, I just didn't care. I finished both years and got my diploma and what not b...

So, I thought it would be fun to introduce my family... Well sort of do what I can! So, I have a confusing story here when it comes to my immediate family. There's me! I am the baby.  My parents are still together after I believe like 27 years and then there is my half brother and sister. Now both of my parents were married before they met each other. My mom never had kids from her previous marriage but my Dad did! Now enter Paige and Casey! They are 9 and 10 years older then me. My brother is the oldest! HERE WE GO!!!! Casey is 10 years older then me and to be completely honest we were never really that close. He was pretty quiet growing up but having such a huge gap it is kind of hard to be close to someone! He is very very smart, loves to read and loves hockey! He has season tickets to the NHL team here. He works very hard and I truly admire him for that, he has 2 beautiful children and an amazing wife. Pam is probably one of the strongest women I have ever met, ...

I guess technically Bryan and I met... almost 4 years ago on December 2nd or 3rd, I believe... The only reason I remember is because it was actually the date of a concert we were both attending, just not together =) I was actually friends with his older brother first and the first time I met Bryan, lets just say, I wasn't the biggest fan. We were both on the "floor" and it can get pretty rough down there, I am not the tallest person... So I usually get knocked around a lot. I am actually pretty used to it and really didn't need anyone to look out for me. But he seemed to think he did, which bothered me even more. I didn't need anyone to take care of me especially my friends weird little brother. I had, had enough of this guy. Especially because I heard he liked  someone else. He seemed nice enough, but it just wasn't for me. This would have happened in 2008, so from then on, I knew who he was but we never talked or anything. It was definitely an acquaint...

Where did I leave off..... Oh yeah!!! I am engaged to a wonderful, guy who is my best friend. He is so very sweet and romantic! Though anyone who knows him may not think soo!! Our  wedding date is set for September 21, 2013! Its actually come up soo quick and I am starting to get very excited! I got my dress in June and I kind of forget what it looks like!!!! It soo pretty and white though, I can't go into to much detail just in case "he" reads it! But,  I will share soon enough. =) I went dress shopping with my Maid of Honour this last Saturday looking for dresses for all of my bridesmaids. At the beginning, I actually thought that maybe we would have to do all different dresses, only because my bridesmaid, are all such different shapes and sizes it is wild! We started out the day and she tried on a few short ones (which is what i wanted originally), but i just kept getting pulled towards the long ones, quite surprisingly. We found  a couple of dresses, and ...